Her birthday is this coming Sunday.
She gets to have it with God and her dad and husband. Maybe they will play cards or something. She got to meet her grandbabies that didn't make it to Earth. She doesn't have to worry about anything.
A large part of me wants to revel in that but a large part of me wants to kick her square in the ass for leaving me. For leaving me with all this mess. There was so much debt that I am now wrapped up in. Things that directly affect our living situation. Oh...I know she didn't do this on purpose. I get that. I am still pretty pissed off and I am not sure what I am going to do with all of this. Just to get her current mortgage payments current it is about $4,000 Then we can talk about what to do about the rest. The man who got stuck with her house is doing all he can to help us stay in the house. He's really stretched thin. I hope we can work this out. We owe a financial company about $2,000 and our van is collateral. I just sank another $365 into it and still am looking forward to about $500 unless something else goes wrong on top of the list of what still needs to be fixed. I may take it to the Loan company and wish them well with it. On paper it's her debt, so if they don't get what she still owes, they write off the rest.
I pray morning noon and night for relief financially. I do what I can to help others at my own expense and if I have something someone needs I was taught to at least cough up half. This means I don't have much of anything. Sincerely don't know what will happen now. All I can do is pray and keep trying to get things paid off. Not gonna be easy, but if we survive this, we'll be good to go!
A large part of me wants to revel in that but a large part of me wants to kick her square in the ass for leaving me. For leaving me with all this mess. There was so much debt that I am now wrapped up in. Things that directly affect our living situation. Oh...I know she didn't do this on purpose. I get that. I am still pretty pissed off and I am not sure what I am going to do with all of this. Just to get her current mortgage payments current it is about $4,000 Then we can talk about what to do about the rest. The man who got stuck with her house is doing all he can to help us stay in the house. He's really stretched thin. I hope we can work this out. We owe a financial company about $2,000 and our van is collateral. I just sank another $365 into it and still am looking forward to about $500 unless something else goes wrong on top of the list of what still needs to be fixed. I may take it to the Loan company and wish them well with it. On paper it's her debt, so if they don't get what she still owes, they write off the rest.
I pray morning noon and night for relief financially. I do what I can to help others at my own expense and if I have something someone needs I was taught to at least cough up half. This means I don't have much of anything. Sincerely don't know what will happen now. All I can do is pray and keep trying to get things paid off. Not gonna be easy, but if we survive this, we'll be good to go!
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