Well another day to survive.  I seem to do better when it is dark but once the sun comes up, i then become very somber.  I think when the sun comes out it is a sign of a new day and when you are struggling with the grief, the new day can be quite depressing.  I have a seminar tomorrow then a concert with my cousins, so i don't know if i will make it on here until sunday or early monday.  Until then my friends, please have a safe weekend and a blessed day. LoveDawn