Today was a lazy day. All that i had been thru the last couple of days finally caught up with me and i crashed but it was a good thing.. I feel more rested today but also numb. That numb feeling is actually a nice thing. At least you can make it thru the day when you are numb. Do you think we will ever be normal again? I have a friend who lost her granddaughter back in the very late 80's and then her son committed suicide because he couldn't get over the grief of his daughters death and she told me that it never ever gets better and the pain never leaves. I realize that in my heart but i would like to think that maybe someday we can know what life is again. Or life such as it is. I truely can understand the term they died of a brokenheart. You all have a blessed night and get some rest LoveDawn
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You just have to learn how to live with the pain & not let it rule/ruin the life you have after. It doesn\'t get better - you just learn to live with the emptiness....Hugs, Ann
I often tell my friends that some day I\'ll be back to normal - as normal as normal will ever be. We will never be the same as we once were, but we will learn to live again, just differently. Love and hugs, Dawn.
I too think we will always have the pain. I think it gets dull in time but never goes away. You just learn to live with it. For the sake of those around me, I put the smile on and hope one day to mean it. Lots of hugs, jake\'s mom, kathy