I am heading up north for the day and thought i would writer earlier today.  My dad wants to find land up there so eventually maybe we could all relocate our family up there.   This place is near Prescott, AZ so it is alot cooler than Phoenix, of course most places are cooler than Phx lol.  I sure miss Jake more and more, it seems as tho reality hits harder each and everyday.  At first you are in shock and can not sink things in as well and then when your mind clears a little then you start realizing things and i am not sure if that is a good thing or not.  My mind hasn't been made up yet.  I kind of like the numb feeling but then it does not stay for long and then you feel again.  You all have a blessed day LoveDawn