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So my ex picks up our daughter around 10:30 pm ( doing this quite frequently lately) and when he  comes back he sends with her a gift for me....just some candy and a hand written note...I will...

I feel so much better today.  Over the weekend I went out with friends, good food, good laughs.   I danced so much I can't even remember when was the last time I danced like this, probably when I...

I am writing much more these days,  my book is about my brother, he had spine bifida and we were very close, is about his wittiness, his sense of humor and how priveledge I was of having him as my...

Dear exOur lives are no longer ours, we went backwards to that unfamiliar place where you were you and I was I.  Tears, loneliness, sadness and darkness filled so many years of our...

Today I went to get a new cable box (mine blew off-did not tought that could happended).  I got lost in the process, it took me almost all day,  on the way home it  was rainning, frustrated and...

So I come from my long day at work home, and I am tired, but otherwise ok.  Then I saw picture:  my daughter's graduation, last year.  And my heart sank.  I just realized it might had been the...

So it has been a week since my divorce,  am not crying or angry about it.  Maybe it was because I cried a lot the last 3 years over a broken marriage.  Is it normal for me not to feel sad?  I...

Sometimes I have to remember all the emotional manipulation my ex put me through to be able to move on.  I really did not knew how bad I was until one day I literally started almost hearing the...

Hello everyone:After 5 years of separation on Friday I got a divorce.  We had been together for 21 years in total, and we have known each other since we were 11 years old.  At times my marriage was...

During my daughter trip she did call me and left me a message that she wasn't having fun, but she wanted to call and say hi anyways.She has been calling me and said that she had a breakup and  very...

My daughter will be back on Sunday after her trip, Al will be back Monday also..I have friends in here that have been very supporting, kind and made a difference in my life...Kathi trish,...

I look at the calendar, it now have been 12 days since I received a text from my daughter...She wont answer my text or phone calls... so I did what I absolutely hate to do...have a conversation with...

I have been kind of isolated lately,  mainly because I use to have friends in Brooklyn where I live for 14 years, but to be fair most of them move and the rest were work friends that no longer work...

We had a long talk over the weekend, and Al mainly listen....carefully.  He did not knew about my latest nightmares-he had been gigging on thurs and friday-and at the end he understood my concerns....

I have talk with Al and we are in a standstill, he wants to get married and he feels a year is time enough...and he is right...but I am just not ready...which is weird because I tought I was doing so...