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Am thankful my daughter injuries are just minors ones.  She won't be going to her father's for now, and we have decided to accept an invitation to spend the weekend  at a friends house by the...

Its 10 pm and my ex text me, leaves me a message, call me he says is an emergency.And it was.My daughter went to visit her dad and in the lobby where he lives, a gang member shoot three bullets that...

  Since I had somedays off I went back to my writing,   which has helped me.  Music on to help me bring more memories back, it is funny how lately I seem to remember even more details, like an...

The heart is heavy, the tears can't stop flowing,"I don't like you"Is what have been said"Nobody will ever love you,You will grow up and nobody will ever care""I don't care" is what been said to...

I still wake up with the words I am going to tell him in my mind,  I have not call him.   After the incident last week it made it a little easier.  I realize no matter what I try to answer to...

Went to work today, and my shoe department was well...horrible.  With no one to close last night the whole thing was a mess, I had work, work, work just to make the department look presentable. ...

Well I have kept the no contact rule until yesterday...he had been calling me and leaving me messages, he wants me to sell a property we have back home and I don't want to because is close to my...

I received in the mail a picture of my grandma, who is still alive at some say 95 others 97 years old.  I love the picture and I know she made a copy for me because of that.My grandmother was an...

Woke up this morning with a burning desire to call him and give him a peace of my mind.  UUUUUUUGGGGGGHHHHH!Have not done so.   Last time I spoke with him in the phone I realize I can't do it. ...

Well I started editing the first 3 chapters of my book, and then I remember more details, and just kept writing,  adding more details here and there, like my brother's first crush, and his first...

Today I have gone back and reread my own journal, open letter to my ex, I wrote that when I tought I was doing better, and I was. Lately I have let anger consumed me for the most part of my days.But...

Its early,  the sun is out there shinning trough my window.  And  it occured me that maybe, maybe a place of my own wouldn't be so bad.  I checked some places yesterday and it seems I will be...

There is a place of sadness,a place of desperationeven loneliness.There is a place where the sunplays permanent hide and seek with the clouds.A place so low, most people did not knowit existed.And...

When I signed the divorce papers I did not asked for anything.  I wanted out and not see him or have anything to do with him.   I wanted it over.  He promise me he wil continue to pay for the...

Please God help me,to keep a nice attitude when her father,who did not gave a hoot about her for more than three months,comes to take her out.Please God help me,to leave my anger and my sadness out...