EmilyRoseMari46
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- With Mother's Day last weekend this weekend is my Dad's anniversary of 8 years to be gone. And on Monday I've been working work to make rent but I have a notice to pay all or get out. I've been homeless before but I can't do it again. If I become...
- Tomorrow is my Mom's first anniversary. I'm having a hard time. I was at work and when I came home I found her on the floor gone. I had a feeling something was going to happen to her but not her passing. I'm so lost and numb again. I'm not...
- I lost my Dad in 2016. Now I lost my Mother in 2021. They were both of a heart attack. I'm the only child. I might be 36 but I will always need my parents. I was homeless for awhile but me and Mom found a place. Now since she is gone I'm...
- Hey everyone for the past year I have not been on here because I was doing great. I went to group therphy it helped a lot. My boss was great if I couldn't make it in back in time to get my truck and go to my meeting I was to be dropped off and he...
- its been awhile since I posted. I can say now I'm writing from home. We found a place and we are so happy. I must say I'm excited happy nervous and sad. It's a new chapter and I'm going to go on without my Dad. Since I last wrote I called my doctor...
- I'm so tired being messed up in the head. Every day and every tree I look at I think that's the tree. All I think about is suicide anymore. I try to be strong and fight this fight but I can't no more. I'm so lost and confused. I feel bad for my...
- Today while I was at the store I got upset. For of those who don't know I lost my Dad last May. He was my best friend and my world. He always wore a flanne coat. I was looking at them to see if it was heavy enough for the winter. Then I realized I...
- Well Tuesday I went and saw my councilor and I must say it was a little deep talk this time. I'm afraid im going to forget my Dad. I know I have memories and stories but so afraid to forget. The other day was a little hard for me I was this girl and...
- I'm 31 years old and I'm cutting my wrist. What is wrong with me? As I sit here typing this I'm watching the blood roll down. I was doing fine gave my mom all the knives and the one I cut with mainly and now I went behind her back and got me a...
- it's really hitting me with everything that is going on. I'm so confused and lost. I look at my animals and they are sad and confused. We have no house it's winter time. We are a burden to my Aunt and Cousin. They are letting us stay with them and I...
- Man I've been having bad days again. Wednesday I had to be out of my house of 25 us years. I'm so heart broken and thinking about cutting again. I did swipe the blade and I got a little cut but I want to go deeper. I haven't talked to my councilor...
- man I'm here for a concert with family and I feel like shit. All I want to do is cry and hide. I'm tired of feeling like shit and so lost. I wish I had a knife to cut can't take it.
- I have family members and friends asking me what's wrong? Why are you thinking about suicide? Should I tell them what's going on with me? Ive only told my Mom, my 2 cousins and a friend about everything. To cutting to writing goodbye letters to...
- after I help my mom move I'm going to end my life. I'm tired of this feeling and just tired of everything. I've decided and just going to jump this time.
- im having a bad night. I want to go hang my self and end it all. No one understands me and I'm going to give up. This weekend it's going to happen. I'm done hurting and hurting my mom for being alive. I'm just a mistake that should of died a long...