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EmilyRoseMari46
EmilyRoseMari46

Man I've been having bad days again. Wednesday I had to be out of my house of 25 us years. I'm so heart broken and thinking about cutting again. I did swipe the blade and I got a little cut but I want to go deeper. I haven't talked to my councilor for 2 weeks for me moving and trying to get things out. Haven't heard from the house I'm looking at so lucky my Aunt and cousin is letting is stay with them. I'm so depressed and I'm having a hard time dealing with it. I don't know what to do anymore. First with my issues and now this house thing I'm thinking bad thoughts. I just feel lost in this world and I can't deal with it any more it feels like. 

billwfriend
billwfriend
what happened that you had to move....?? Parents move away?
EmilyRoseMari46
EmilyRoseMari46
long story but it foreclosed on us. My world is just falling apart and I can't handle it.
Hopeful777
Hopeful777
I am so sorry. Just remember, it is a season, and seasons are meant to get through and change to the next one. Hang in there. Try to see your counselor to get a handle on your feelings-that is a lot for someone to go through.
euniceps
euniceps
I understand that people cut themselves to try and cope with emotional anguish. They don't want to die they just want to end their emotional despair. Please talk to a trusted friend or health care professional. You need someone to guide you in dealing with your negative emotions. 'DON'T GIVE UP' and don't let your negative emotions be the boss of you! You can't fight this on your own--Proverbs 3:5,6
EmilyRoseMari46
EmilyRoseMari46
I did see my councilor yesterday and it helped some. He did call me yesterday after I left to check up on me. And also to ask if I got rid of the rope. I had my mom put it away for me. I'm trying to hang in there. (I know bad choice of words). Thank you
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