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  Posted: 07/17/2018

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  Last Reply: Anna1212 07/17/2018

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  I really want to die. I find no joy in my life. Everyone I cared for is dead or gone and the people I've met are I guess well meaning but clueless and disengaged because they have their own lives. I am terrified all the time. I'm terrified of losing my shelter, how to eat, whether or not someone is trying to hurt me. I'm so so tired of feeling this way and I've tried reaching out but I feel like I'm already dead and I'm just a ghost. I just want to die. 

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 06/23/2018

  tuxedocats commented on the discussion I'm just not here.

• Depression
  

  I'm just not here

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  Last Reply: SimpsonsOK 06/23/2018

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  I feel really dead inside. Although I have periods of time where I cry, I don't have any emotional relief from it - it's just my body needing to expell the mental stress in some way. I am completely aware of everything that is happening around me and I am encountering huge stresses all at once and my reaction is completely dead. Right now, I could walk out my door and keep walking and leave everything I own (which isn't much) behind. I feel like I could literally just wander the streets...

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 05/28/2018

  tuxedocats commented on the discussion What is life without depression?.

• Depression
  

  What is life without depression?

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  Last Reply: eli_mom 05/30/2018

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  I've suffered from depression for as long as I can really remember. It's pretty much the default, neutral emotion I am most used to myself being. I've never had a period of recovery and I've had frequent breakdowns and suicidal thoughts/behaviors. Over the past couple of years as I've continued to struggle with heavy stresses as well as the always there depression I've made more attempts than I've had in the past to find a way to no longer have to deal with some of the harshest symptoms of...

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  My boyfriend is upset I'm not more supportive ..

  Posted by: tuxedocats

  Last Reply: TotalRegret 05/13/2018

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  .. of his move across the country. He's wanted me to be involved with the planning of his trip - which has an undetermined return date and I was never asked to go on this trip. So it always seemed really weird and borderline upsetting to plan the trip of a person that I love that has no plans to return. It wasn't just 'no return date' - he wants to move because he think it'll be emotionally and mentally better for him to be away from the people he knows and "fix himself". I don't really agree...

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  Getting "in bed" with a friend..

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  Last Reply: Mid 03/08/2018

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  My one way of coping in life has been through art.  Early in my art hobby,  I decided to start gathering local artists and we made sort of a collective but loosely defined. I put on a show in an art gallery, a barber shop,  held paint battles and meet and greets but last year felt like the group was more focused on the needs of the individual than of the group and creating opportunities for people other than themselves.  I felt heartbroken and disenchanted and stepped away for a few months...

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 03/07/2018

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• Depression
  

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  Posted: 03/07/2018

  tuxedocats commented on the discussion Halp! Need advice.... so stressed.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 03/07/2018

  tuxedocats commented on the discussion Still hurting.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 03/07/2018

  tuxedocats commented on the discussion I'm not enough.

• Depression
  

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  Posted: 03/07/2018

  tuxedocats commented on the discussion round of bad news.