So I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for around 5 years now. I'm on meds and see a psychiatrist and cpn fairly regularly. Recently I lost my job and I'm back staying at my mums, (my wife wanted a break) I just feel so alone and can't see any real future, I suffer from physical illness aswell, chronic back pain and dizziness (I had a tumour cut out my brain last year) I try my best to act "normal" every day but I'm just so tired of "faking it" I tried to end my life a few years back and ended up in a psych ward for months. I just feel I'm in limbo just now as my marriage is failing, I've lost my job and can't see any real future. Anxiety plays a big part in my life also which sucks big-time. Anyway sorry for the long rant, take care x
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Sometimes I just feel so sad, my parents don't understand, they're too busy and I don't wanna talk to anyone about it. I self-harm and contantly want to die. I cry randomly and get sad for no reason sometimes. I just hate myself and I rly need help.