So I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for around 5 years now. I'm on meds and see a psychiatrist and cpn fairly regularly. Recently I lost my job and I'm back staying at my mums, (my wife wanted a break) I just feel so alone and can't see any real future, I suffer from physical illness aswell, chronic back pain and dizziness (I had a tumour cut out my brain last year) I try my best to act "normal" every day but I'm just so tired of "faking it" I tried to end my life a few years back and ended up in a psych ward for months. I just feel I'm in limbo just now as my marriage is failing, I've lost my job and can't see any real future. Anxiety plays a big part in my life also which sucks big-time. Anyway sorry for the long rant, take care x
Hi all, I just joined. It's nice to know there's support! I don't know anyone else with this disease. I was diagnosed in 2012 with a microadenoma at 4mm, it resolved after 6 months on bromocriptine then came back, then poof, went away again. I was symptom-free until about a year and a half ago and didn't realize that that's what was wrong with me -- I thought I was experiencing a long bout of...
I’m not sure what to do. I don’t feel safe in my own mind?? Like my mind feels crazy and I’ve started to cut myself which I know isn’t good. But everything is really dark and I don’t know how to explain this to people without scaring them or making them uncomfortable in order to get help.