So I've been struggling with depression and anxiety for around 5 years now. I'm on meds and see a psychiatrist and cpn fairly regularly. Recently I lost my job and I'm back staying at my mums, (my wife wanted a break) I just feel so alone and can't see any real future, I suffer from physical illness aswell, chronic back pain and dizziness (I had a tumour cut out my brain last year) I try my best to act "normal" every day but I'm just so tired of "faking it" I tried to end my life a few years back and ended up in a psych ward for months. I just feel I'm in limbo just now as my marriage is failing, I've lost my job and can't see any real future. Anxiety plays a big part in my life also which sucks big-time. Anyway sorry for the long rant, take care x
I think we are destined for the life we have. I am worn out and ready to move on and be done. I am not a benefit to daily life and I have had enough. Not sure why life is like this but many folks have had harder times than I have had.
we are coming up on it what is the longest day of the year?