I really want to die. I find no joy in my life. Everyone I cared for is dead or gone and the people I've met are I guess well meaning but clueless and disengaged because they have their own lives.
I am terrified all the time. I'm terrified of losing my shelter, how to eat, whether or not someone is trying to hurt me. I'm so so tired of feeling this way and I've tried reaching out but I feel like I'm already dead and I'm just a ghost.
I just want to die.
Im really missing my dad
It’s like I’m trapped. I try to fix something and something else falls apart. I don’t want to go outside but I’m tired of being inside. I flip out at the smallest things yet I freeze at the big picture. It’s too much for one person to handle and no one cares or understands. No one helps they just point fingers or ignore it totally. I just feel that everything’s to far gone and...