family day?

we went 2 the nj aquarium. hus me & kids. had a gd time but it was just funny. I wasn't sure if this wld last. I tk pics of him with kids b/c he won't b living with them. he didn't come in til 5am. don't know where he was or what he was doin. didn't ask...dont nd 2 b lied 2 ne more and don't nd 2 b hurt. I just wanted 2 know that he was allright. he went 2 his therapist 2day but made no comment of the experience. & I didn't ask. I saw a fam 2gether with no man. grandmom was there and mom. 3 generations & no man. I thought we r great parents 2gether. cld I stay 4 the kids 2 make their lives great? but prob is I desire a love life & that can't b accomplished with steve at this time. its not enuf 4 me as a wmn.