food

food is my lover.  it loves me in a way that nothing else does.  not even God.  sorry Lord.  i dont know what it is.  it comforts me so thoroughly.  better than a man.  better than God.  better than alcohol.  i have new interests and blessings but i still eat for comfort.   im so afraid for my son.  i want my husband 2 move out.  i dont wanna kp pretending 2 b the happy fam.. we are separated.  we dont sleep 2gether.  this is basically my bedroom...even the children call it that.  this is not a marriage.  but my son wakes most nights looking 4 my husband...how will he react when daddy's not downstairs?  i guess hell adjust.  hell have 2.   my life can not continue like this.  lorrd plz show me how 2 handle this.  amen