how do i do this?

how do i dismiss this person from my life who has bn such an important part for 8+ years?
hes a horrible person
i shouldnt want him in my life at all
what is wrong with me that i still want this person in my life
im so angry and hurting
he doesnt want anything to do with me and it hurts
my friend says i have 2 release him
and im not there yet
hes withdrawn and im not
he had someone 2 fill the void that withdrawing from me created
i tried to fill that void with another person and cldnt do it. i wanted him
(speak those things as if they were) i dont want him anymore
i release him 2 God
let him be Gods problem; not mine anymore
my baby's going 2 b happy and healthy
i release steve
i dont nd him in my life
i release steve
i release steve
i release steve
i release steve
i release steve
i release steve
i release steve