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  It's been a really rough day

  Posted by: I_want_to_heal

  Last Reply: LeeKay 07/15/2017

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  I had one of those days. For whatever reason, I spend my whole day reflecting on my 9 months of separation from my wife of 22 years who cheated on me and wants to live a fetish lifestyle with other men, multiple men. Then it went into how I lost my mother to lung disease 6 weeks ago. Then it went to how I lost my father last week. I can't help but feel empty inside. Like a shell with no emotions, no happiness, no joy and its hard to even smile these days. When does the pain subside? I wish I...

• Grief and emotional pain
  

  Lost wife, mother and father all within 9 months

  Posted by: I_want_to_heal

  Last Reply: Winter 10/10/2021

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  I lost my wife of 22 years through separation about nine months ago. The pain has be unbearable. Then I lost my mother to a lung disease 6 weeks ago. Then I lost my father to heart attach two weeks ago.The pain is unbearable for me and my teen kids. The fact that my wife left me and the kids has caused the greatest pain we've ever felt. Nothing is the same in our family. Not really healing or recovering from the loss of my wife, their mother, didn't help us get through the loss of my mother. By...

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  Posted: 07/15/2017

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  I_want_to_heal commented on the discussion 22 years of marriage and 3 children did stop her.

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  Posted: 07/15/2017

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  Thank you. I am grateful for the prayers...they matter to me.
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  Posted: 07/11/2017

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• Infidelity
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 07/12/2017

  I_want_to_heal commented on the discussion Foot fetish is gonna be the end of our marriage.

• Breakups & Divorce
  

  22 years of marriage and 3 children did stop her

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  Last Reply: I_want_to_heal 07/15/2017

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  After 22 years of marriage and 3 children, my wife said it was over. I found out that she had been using social media to emotionally cheat on me. There was no indication that our marriage was in trouble. It appeared that we loved each other deeply. I gave my whole heart to her and loved her in every way. We rarely fought, hardly had a disagreement. We seemed happy to raise our children. That's why this hurt so much. The pain and confusion from our sepration hurt. Once she declared her...

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  I_want_to_heal commented on the discussion I keep thinking I'm okay and I'm not.

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