Truhal

This has been the worse day so far.  Let's see. 1) Big argument with dad.2) Close friend whom I  though I could talk to dosen't want to have anything to do with me.  I called her 4 times and she...

No win situation.  Moving in with my father.  Know it's a mistake.  Still have to move in.  His memory is bad.  Erratic behaviour.  Argumentive.  Maybe Alzeheimer.  My blood pressure is going...

Can't lose the weight.  Found out the blood pressure pill I just started causes weight gain.  Isn't that special!

It's been a hard day.  Didn't make money at work(I'm in sales).  That's not good.  Went shopping for my redecorating project.  Felt good.  Looked at the bill from shopping.  Not good.  Told...

God has given me a sense of peace.  There is no other explanation.  I wouldn't say that I'm happy.  I'm just at peace.  I feel calm, almost removed from the situation.  It's almost as if the...

I finally had a dream about my husband.  Since he passed, I haven't dreamed at all.  I know I've had some that I couldn't remember, but finally it happened.  It was only seconds, but in the dream...

Sometimes I hear people ask where was God?  when a loved one dies or a horrible accident occurs.  I thought about this today.  So I want to report, on March 15,  the day my husband's aneurysm...

I've decided to fix my father's house.  In other words, I've hired a decorator and will be changing the interior of the house.  I'm doing it because living there is hard enough, but living with the...

I joined Weight Watchers, so that means I'm using Nutrisystem for food and WW for support.  It's working.

I'm feeling better today.  I've decided to move in with my father, but to do away with anything legal that would make me co-owner of the house.  That way I can move out at a moments notice.  If I...

I met a lady today, mid-sixties, very nice.  She's been widowed for four years.  We both shared our thoughts on being widowed for a few minutes.  we were talking about how it's the woman who's...

I've decided to let go of the anger I feel towards my husband for leaving so soon.  You see, I had warned him about his diet and especially about not getting enough sleep.  I specifically told him...

I made a cup of tea today and it triggered all sorts of memories of the final days of my husband.  I was making a cup of tea when the telephone rung.  It was my husband saying that he was sick to...

The last day of my mother's life, we had a conversation about health.  She told me not to end up like her, to follow my father's example.  Mom was overweight, ate what she wanted, never exercised,...

Went to a movie with friends.  The same theater DH and I enjoyed not that long ago.  It was hard.  A few times I almost cried, but I made it through.  It helped that it was that movie Date...