Truhal

Eight years ago in July, My then fiance and I attended a wedding for a friend of mine.  I remember it being such a happy day for her.  I met a couple at the wedding-- young, vibrant, a life that...

The desire to live comes from strange sources.  I'm an only child.  No children.  I have a step-daughter and two wonderful grandkids, and a son-in-law.  There's a part of me that feel they will...

I was watching Suzy Orman the other day and a 10 year old child called, wanting to know if it were financially advisable to buy a thirty dollar Wii game.  She told him no.  Later a twenty-three...

Mu husband passed on March 31, 2010.  Since then I've had time to think about what makes  this so much worse than other deaths I have experienced in my life.  There has been two: a miscarrage and...

I dreamed about my husband last night.  I only dreamed once since it happened and it only lasted a few minutes.  This one was longer and more detailed.  In it, I'm sitting in the living room and...

I just read that Lena Horne lost her father, son, and husband all within a year.  She passed yesterday at 92, a truly remarkable woman who suffered more pain than I ever thought.Reading about her...

Lost a pound.  It's better than nothing.

This has been the worse day so far.  Let's see. 1) Big argument with dad.2) Close friend whom I  though I could talk to dosen't want to have anything to do with me.  I called her 4 times and she...

No win situation.  Moving in with my father.  Know it's a mistake.  Still have to move in.  His memory is bad.  Erratic behaviour.  Argumentive.  Maybe Alzeheimer.  My blood pressure is going...

Can't lose the weight.  Found out the blood pressure pill I just started causes weight gain.  Isn't that special!

It's been a hard day.  Didn't make money at work(I'm in sales).  That's not good.  Went shopping for my redecorating project.  Felt good.  Looked at the bill from shopping.  Not good.  Told...

God has given me a sense of peace.  There is no other explanation.  I wouldn't say that I'm happy.  I'm just at peace.  I feel calm, almost removed from the situation.  It's almost as if the...

I finally had a dream about my husband.  Since he passed, I haven't dreamed at all.  I know I've had some that I couldn't remember, but finally it happened.  It was only seconds, but in the dream...

Sometimes I hear people ask where was God?  when a loved one dies or a horrible accident occurs.  I thought about this today.  So I want to report, on March 15,  the day my husband's aneurysm...

I've decided to fix my father's house.  In other words, I've hired a decorator and will be changing the interior of the house.  I'm doing it because living there is hard enough, but living with the...