Bad days ahead

No win situation.  Moving in with my father.  Know it's a mistake.  Still have to move in.  His memory is bad.  Erratic behaviour.  Argumentive.  Maybe Alzeheimer.  My blood pressure is going up inspite of blood pressure medication.  I'm sacrifising myself for this.  Of course, I still want to be with DH and I guess this is a way to do it.