Hit rock bottom and still going down
This has been the worse day so far. Let's see.
1) Big argument with dad.
2) Close friend whom I though I could talk to dosen't want to have anything to do with me. I called her 4 times and she answered once. Told me she was still at work and didn't call back. It's the usual dump the widow thing I guess.
3) Called dad and told him I wasn't moving in with him. It wasn't easy. Later I lay on the floor sobbing, feeling guilty about my decision.
4) Dog had seizure and it's not looking good. She's 15 and I'm determine that she won't suffer. I'm suffering enough for the both of us.
5) Dad called. He was kind and supportive. He told me how he understands as he lost Mom ten years ago. He doesn't want to be alone and would welcome me. So now I'm back in the same boat.
6) Oh, and I forgot. My window locked and I can't open it. Now it's hot in here and need to run the air conditioner. My husband used to always take care of that for me.
So that's my day in a nutshell.
1) Big argument with dad.
2) Close friend whom I though I could talk to dosen't want to have anything to do with me. I called her 4 times and she answered once. Told me she was still at work and didn't call back. It's the usual dump the widow thing I guess.
3) Called dad and told him I wasn't moving in with him. It wasn't easy. Later I lay on the floor sobbing, feeling guilty about my decision.
4) Dog had seizure and it's not looking good. She's 15 and I'm determine that she won't suffer. I'm suffering enough for the both of us.
5) Dad called. He was kind and supportive. He told me how he understands as he lost Mom ten years ago. He doesn't want to be alone and would welcome me. So now I'm back in the same boat.
6) Oh, and I forgot. My window locked and I can't open it. Now it's hot in here and need to run the air conditioner. My husband used to always take care of that for me.
So that's my day in a nutshell.
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