Peace

God has given me a sense of peace.  There is no other explanation.  I wouldn't say that I'm happy.  I'm just at peace.  I feel calm, almost removed from the situation.  It's almost as if the grief has been compartmentalized.  I like the feeling, but it's very alien.
 
 
Philippians 4:6-7
Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God.  And the peace of God, which passeth all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.