Strugglingtosurvive123

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• Depression
  

  I need some help

  Posted by: Strugglingtosurvive123

  Last Reply: Spirit2spirit 07/02/2017

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  Im hopeless, thats it. Thats all I am. I got the pills ready for my suicide. I just want to feel the pills down my throat. I really just want to die. I am so alone. Like I really don't know anymore. My friends or family don't care. No one cares at all. Its an everyday battle going back and forth with myself. Should I die today or should I die tomorrow ? If I don't die today then I am just wasting my time. I was so close to dying today. I was mentally ready. I want to die just so badly. I obsess...

• Depression
  

  Its all so hopeless

  Posted by: Strugglingtosurvive123

  Last Reply: extraterrestrialone 06/20/2017

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  I am really so tired of fighting. I really don't know what to do ( I know I always say that ) but Its like this life isn't for me. Everyone would be fine if I disappeared so I should just do it already. I just feel so lonely, I know I have people here but when I am not here I just feeling like I am so alone. Im left alone with my thoughts and its like I can't tell anybody in my life how I truly feel. The things that have been barely getting me through is self harm and abusing pills. I am just...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/17/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 became friends with Oliver101.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/16/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 became friends with yougotthis.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/14/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 became friends with annafreigant.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/11/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 became friends with gmasunshine4.

• Depression
  

  I can't think

  Posted by: Strugglingtosurvive123

  Last Reply: yougotthis 06/16/2017

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   Ican't think about anything. My mind is on suicide. I have a plan for suicide but I can't seem to wait for the day. Its like I want it now. I jsut want to kill myself now. I cant think about anything but suicide. I am so distracted with killing myself that I don't really know what to do. My mind is basically screaming kill yourself now instead of later. I just want to die now. I will wait until the day I have planned but it is so hard. I just really want to die already....

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/14/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 became friends with bnrokenandlost.

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  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 06/13/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 commented on the discussion Hurting.

• Depression
  

  Needing a way

  Posted by: Strugglingtosurvive123

  Last Reply: scatteredmusician 06/14/2017

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  I'm so depressed and im so tired, I just want to die. Dying seems like my only option. I feel like things will never get better. Im so tired of fighting. I really just want releif from this pain. I can't see myself in th e future. I just reslly want to die. Its my only option and I feel like I will try to kill myself again soon. I have the means to do it but I just don't know when and where. I am just really hopeless and I just want this all to end.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 06/13/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 joined the group Phobia.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 06/13/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 joined the group Family Issues.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/12/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 became friends with osut2000.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 06/12/2017

  Strugglingtosurvive123 became friends with osut2000.

• Depression
  

  It just feels like....

  Posted by: Strugglingtosurvive123

  Posted: 06/12/2017

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  It feels like I am going to feel this way forever and I really can't cope with that. I really can't. I don't want to live any longer.  I don't deserve to live any longer. I won't die today but I will soon. Self harming seems like the only help for now. I just wish I could wish myself away.