If you take Meds its probably the Meds.

I am sorry your feelings have not improved. Yesterday you recieved some advice on your last post to help with how you are feeling. Have you thought about trying some of those? Or calling one of the helplines? I highly recommend calling a helpline now.

please hold on, prayers are being said for you and you are needed and loved. keep reaching out !

I always feel better when I sit down and write a list. Weather its a list of things I need to do in life, that I have done in life, or a list of what I want to do in life! All I can say is your doing one thing right! You reached out for help -_- that is a huge step!

Sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. Are you seeing a doctor and/or a therapist or counselor? If you haven't, I would recommend that you make an appointment with a psychiatrist who can recommend a therapist for you to talk to. Please don't harm yourself. If necessary call a suicide hotline so you can talk with a counselor.

Please do not die. Not now, not tomorrow, not next week. I do not know what is troubling you but I do know that prayer and encouragement will keep you. I do not know if your pain is private or public, but I know that it is deepest when you want to end it. There is hope, and wherever hope is there is life. Do not weep for your troubles to disappear, but understand the purpose in it. There are times when we all wish to die but it is important if we try to live just one more day. Do not ignore your grief, heartbreak, or unexplained life events instead welcome them. Depression hides behind smiles, it lingers in joy, and often it loses its purpose when it numbs the thoughts of life & death. Today I want you to choose life. I want you to choose life by going through the motions of the unknown. Everything around you has survived a storm. Hurricanes can destroy a entire city, but there is always one foundation that stood up to the storm, not because of luck; but because of what it was made from. Have you ever read the children's story "The Three Little Pigs"? (if you have I suggest you to read it again). The wolf was indeed the storm, his motives and his targets were always with the same agenda- to destroy something that was standing. The pigs got smarter when they realized that they do not have to move to another part of town, but that if they built their foundation with the intentions to stand, nothing could destroy it. You are the pig, and whatever life is trying to end wants to knock you down, but you too can stand. Build yourself, invest in yourself, do whatever it takes to understand YOU. Know what you are made of. Are you standing tall like the steel that hold the Empire state building? Or are you falling apart like a mansion made of sticks? You choose life. Life is giving and taking things of substance to build you , and to change you. You decide what will take you to the path of happiness, do not let the storm destroy you with low winds, instead let it wisp by and be insecure of it's power. It is not over. "Greater is he that is in me, than he that is in the world". I pray for you my friend. Do not give up. ever. xoxo

Please.... Step back. Is there someone you'd be leaving behind who would have to live without you? I can't say I haven't been there but I think of my children and how they would react or feel. What if someone you loved found you? It helps to talk with someone even if it's on this site. I have gone to a psych for medication. It helps to lessen the anguish. It is hard when you see social media and it looks as if everyone else life is fun loving perfect etc. it's not. many people want you to believe that but it isn't so. When I'm feeling desperate I try to find anything that is positive in my life. Take it one step at a time. But please don't harm yourself. If you have nobody near you to talk to then keep putting your feelings/emotions on this site. There are many people that may not know you but care. I care how you're feeling. Others that respond care. Please keep in touch.

You're still a teen. Tough time to face life's issues. Speaking from experience my best years were in my 20s and 30s. It truly gets so much better. Just give it time. I know that's easier said then done but one day at a time. If you were my daughter I would be devastated that you're in such a dark place. I would hope that one day you will be able to talk to a young girl in your position and tell her how much better it gets. If you need to vent just do so and as you can see, there are many people who care about you. Try to find someone to talk to. Therapists are a wonderful thing. ❤️