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- I have an MRI appointment scheduled for tomorrow. The neurologist ordered one for my brain and cervical spine, with and without contrast. When I made the appointment they told me it could all be done tomorrow. When they called to confirm my...
- I want to die. I'm having suicidal thoughts. I just want it all to end so I don't feel anything anymore. I'm trying to think of my kids and how much they need me but it's so hard. I just don't want to be here anymore. I'm so sick of the...
- I went to the neuro yesterday and I finally got at least one answer. He said that my seizure like episodes are actually tonic spasms. I researched as much as I could about it online this morning. Everything I found says it is most often found in...
- I found a wonderful article "Pain and Multiple Sclerosis" from Multiple Sclerosis Society of Australia. It has some wonderful facts, statistics, and treatment options listed. It is in pdf form, I hope everyone will be able to view...
- I was in a mixed episode, last night I crashed hard. I got into an argument with my boyfriend. He said some really mean things to me yesterday and I confronted him about it. I asked him if he even likes me anymore. He couldn't come up with any...
- I'm having a very difficult day to say the least. I have a very serious urge to go sterilize a knife and cut the bejeepers out of myself. I know that I'll feel horrible if I do it and I'll have to cover it up for the next few weeks. I've been...
- I'm recently discovered that I'm pregnant. I was wondering if some of you could share your pregnancy experiences. I'm specifically curious about how many of you have had a flare during or after pregnancy. Also if you experienced any problems...
- I'm off all medication right now (because I'm pregnant) and I'm in a mixed episode. My brain won't shut up. It's driving me nuts. I have all these thoughts bouncing around at top speed. My emotions are off the wall. I don't remember ever having...
- My boyfriend called me over his lunch break. He spent the whole break yelling at me. He says that my mother is interfering and says things she shouldn't. He doesn't like some of the things she says to him. He said once our baby is born she's...
- My life is an utter mess right now. I'm having a really hard time coping. I'm about 5 weeks into an unexpected pregnancy. I was taking Depakote and I'm stressing out about possible birth defects plus the pregnancy itself. No one in my life is...
- Please read the post "Goodbye" in the Crisis section by Laura20. The most recent from a few minutes ago says she has taken sleeping pills and carbon monoxide. Thanks!
- I took a test this morning and discovered that I'm pregnant. During my last pregnancies I was diagnosed with depression and stayed on Zoloft. This time I'm on 1250 mg of Depakote and just started taking Abilify (I'm only on 5 mg right now). I'm...
- I have a disability hearing coming up on May 2nd. I've finally rounded up all of my medical records. I'm really nervous and stressed. My reports show that I have neurological damage but there hasn't been an official diagnosis yet and I'm afraid...
- I have a disability hearing coming up on May 2nd. I just got all of my psych. medical records together. It says I'm BP1, rapid cycling, with OCD. I'm super stressed about it and still in an uncontrolled episode right now (not good). I don't have...
- I just wanted to give you guys an update. I got more of my doctor records recently. The last neurologist didn't share his opinions with me when I asked him but he noted them in the records. He marked me down as having "complex partial seizures"...