Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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breaking point

StuckAtHome
StuckAtHome
I want to die. I'm having suicidal thoughts. I just want it all to end so I don't feel anything anymore. I'm trying to think of my kids and how much they need me but it's so hard. I just don't want to be here anymore. I'm so sick of the emotional roller coaster and I just want off. I want to go cut to make myself feel better. I feel like no one cares about me. I could really use someone to talk to me because I'm a total mess right now.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I care about you.If you want you can send me a private message.I'm here if you need me.I've been suicidal a number of times but I'm still here and happy to be. {HUGS}
mugwort
mugwort
I care too. Please call your pdoc asap or check in with the Psych ER.
Community LeaderSunCloudJD
SunCloudJD
Great big hug for you Stuck.... What about calling a crisis line to talk with someone?

Please focus on your children right now if you can't hang on for yourself do it for them

Depression lies to us...It's what the illness does...When in a depression it feels as though we've always been there and always will be but that's not what's real....

There is good help to be had... Please don't take a permanent solution to a temporary problem...You might just need a med tweak... If you need to go to emerg... call 911.....Help is there for you....xo
Community Leaderacuriousfish
acuriousfish
I'm sure you matter alot to your children and others - as said, part of the depression is a distorted negative perception of the world.

wishing you brighter days
deleted_user
deleted_user
I remember looking at a picture of my daughter before I overdosed. I couldn't do it at first because of her. However, I continued to spiral down. It's imperative that you get professional help for a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

I agree, Call the suicide prevention line and talk it out. Get someone else involved. I care because I'm so grateful my husband got me medical help to save me. You are so important.
StuckAtHome
StuckAtHome
Thank you for the replies last night. I really appreciate you all taking the time to write something. I found someone to talk to last night and I wanted to make sure that you guys know that I'm still here and feeling better today.
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