Ambrosia6

It's been a few a days since I updated. I stopped counting calories because while I'm in PHP i don't have wireless and can't keep track of what I eat as I eat it, and by the end of the day am too...

Yesterday was rough cuz I decided to talk to my roommates about the housing situation.  It was rough when I was anticipating the conversation.  The conversation went well, I don't need to move,...

Trying no nap today. Last night I slept 7:30pm-8:30am. Around 3 I wasn't tired yet this afternoon. Starting to get tired now. Maybe if I go to bed at 9 I'll sleep straight through the night since...

Too tired to post last night. But I want to get my calories in for tracking. That's the main reason I've been posting every day.PHP was good yesterday, but tiring. The DID people are starting to...

First day in the trauma recovery program went well.  The people are good.  It's not as controlling an environment as I feared it would be.  And they're flexible about my fatigue issues.  Lunch...

I'm going to start this trauma recovery program tomorrow.  It's not 9'4 like I thought I'd been told, but 9-3.  I explained my fatigue issues and they said if by 2 I just couldn't stay up, I could...

Going to another facility tomorrow to get an assessment.  They have a really good trauma recovery program.  Found a friend to go with me.  I had been waiting to hear from the director but she...

Just weighed myself.  Gained back the 2 lbs I lost last week.  Must have been last night's Ben and Jerry's.

Got this in an e-mail and had to share. Just a friendly reminder!!!!!   C o L O R     IS GOOD   Yesterday I went to the doctor for my yearly physical. My blood pressure was high ....  ...

Woke up at 4:30am gave up trying to fall back asleep at 6:30 and starting painting.  Chatted on DS with a few ppl while painting and got a call from a friend in Massachusetts I haven't talked to in...

I wasn't thinking of this when I put the snail as my avatar, but it is appropriate.  I'm slowly moving forward here - like a snail. Went to the arboretum for lunch with some ladies today - was...

I don't even know what to say.  I know why I'm feeling the way I am.  I'm frustrated, annoyed, anxious, helpless, afraid, not hopeless yet but afraid that I will be if certain things don't turn...

IOP this morning, 2 hour nap, therapy session this afternoon, 2 hour phone conversation....wiped out - first fatigue & falling then panic attack.  Can't let myself get that tired!! Thank God for...

didnt sleep much from 2:30 on. its been a few weeks since i had a poor nights sleep. As I lay here a dawn was breaking, I started thinking of the song "Morning Has Broken"Morning has bro (bang...

I made it through Day 2.  I talked some, started to share my story. I saw the nurse, and told her about the DM (dermatomyositis) and that I fall on average 3 times a week.  So she put me on the...