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It's on 3:42 a.m. here, but this happens so much.  I wake up and I dreaming that Ken is gone having to tell some.  It's funny cause it is never Ken's name that I use.  It is like a initial or...

On Mother's Day last year which was the 10th, Abby was born.On Mother's Day last year Zoey was giving me my Mother's Day Good- Bye KissMonday last year was then 11th..Zoey left us for Heaven.Abby was...

Yes Yes Yes, I have a wonderful family.  I wish I had taken pictures, of the table and of all the food.  Mom (me) got to get her food first.  Mom(me) was the super hero...They have done a lot of...

Today was a Happy Day!!! A Sad Day!!! How else can one put it.  Happy cause I got to be with 2 of my other sons, and heard from my son working in Florida, and a sign from Kenny.  If I wasn't so sad...

To all my dear friends,  I will not say "Happy" to you today, but my kids will to me and so will I to my mom, even though no one is really Happy just trying to get through.I thought I would share...

I hope I can write what I am feeling, no one telling me I am wrong or that I should do this or that.  Is this one of the hardest weekends in my life,,,YESAM I SAD:  YESDO I FEEL :  YESDO I FEEL I...

Did you know that there was not an official Mother's Day until 1912, and Father's Day was not created until after someone heard a message about Mother's Day.Sometimes, I wonder, as I have watched my...

Last night I got really down, and cried and prayed my self to sleep.  I prayed that God would give me understanding why Kenny had to die.  I haven't figured it out yet, although I know Ken had...

Just to let you know I have downloaded some of our pictures of our trip to Cancun a little over a week ago.  Just for information we stay at Moon Palace, it is all-inclusive, so once you have paid...

Okay went to church tonight again.  The men and women have separate groups.  The guys do a Bible Study.  The women do a DVD that has been the same person for over 2 years.  I don't like it. Tired...

How do you continue to stay up and go to church, play Christian music.  It's getting harder than easier.Depressed.  Just can't at times handle my son Kenny is gone..Feel I am losing touch with...

I actually got motivated yesterday...started cleaning.  Oh I knew I had the baby book, but it was always in my closet.  I was getting ready to make video's and pictures for my son Kenny for...

Sucks....

I learned this last week that really no one knows how to comfort others when they have lost someone to death.  I think they try.  We just have not learned how.   For instantsI am on Face Book....

I flew up in the sky, trying to look so high, to see if I could see those beautiful blue eyes.  I did see the blue sky which reminded me of you, but I didn't see you face, which I wanted to so...