Baby Book

I actually got motivated yesterday...started cleaning.  Oh I knew I had the baby book, but it was always in my closet.  I was getting ready to make video's and pictures for my son Kenny for Christmas.  That was some time last year.  I made copies of the pictures, we getting ready to be the VHS over on a DVD, he would be so happy to see the pictures again.  
 
So it never happened, and in some way I am glad I didn't do it.  Cause that is all I have of Kenny, no ashes, nothing from his collections of eagles, mostly given by me.  
But I do have all his baby pictures, growing up pictures, graduation pictures.  Lots and Lots of pictures and 2 video's.
So then he got sicker and everything got put on hold.  It must have meant to be, cause would have never seem again.  So I thank God for letting me keep the things that mean the world to me.  
As we all know Mother's Day is near and it is going to be a sad day, but maybe I will just look at the Baby Book and pictures and think of the Happy Days!!
I miss you Kenny, I love you dearly, I wish to hear from you on Mother's Day, you never not once called.  So this will be a sad day for me, knowing your gone, but someday soon some Mother's Day we will walk hand and hand in Heaven Again.
I love you Ken, Mom
 

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Thinking of you Sandi. I hope you hear from Ken on Mother\'s Day. I too wish more than anything to hear from my Rick. Keeping you in my prayers....much love, Nancy \" Rick\'s mom\"
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I too hope you have some sign on mothers day to give you comfort Sandi. Hopefully you\'ll hear from your other three sons, if not give them a ring! I\'m sure you\'d all love to hear from each other again. Hope they don\'t all live too far away, maybe you could get together.
Take care friend,
Joan
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Hope all goes well.
Hugs
Marion
Aparoulek
Aparoulek

Yes, I have lots and lots of pictures too. I also have a lot of video of Greg. Since he was the youngest, I didn\'t get a chance to to a baby book but, we had a video recorder and I took a lot of video of Greg....there is also a lot of video of him playing with his bands.....I watched some of the video of when he was very young with his childhood friend, Sarah, not long after he died but, there is something keeping me from watching any of it now...somehow, I just don\'t think I am ready. I am so glad I have it though. No Mother\'s Day will ever be the same, will it? We are all together in this, Sandi....Thank God we have each other on this site. Peace and Love, Anne
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Wishing you peace. Hugs Cathy
deleted_user
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{{Hugs}}
biowoman
biowoman

Yes...focus on the good days...love to you...Karen
Livingjuicy
Livingjuicy

Happy that you have your memories and some treasured things to remember your son by. These all mean so much. Take care my friend and we are all walking alongside one another. Hugs, Joanie
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sending you some love and {{{hugs}}}
JFandMDmom
JFandMDmom

Yes, Mother\'s Day will be sad...but I do love that you\'ll try to focus on the happy memories that day...I know that\'s what your precious Kenny would want for you. Love to you, Valerie
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Sandi, last year I put the last Mother\'s Day card out with the girls\' cards....as if he sent it to me that day....I will do the same this year. He still loves me and I am still the best Mom he has ever had!......hugging you through this computer....feel the love...dale, brandon\'s mom
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I love you and pray that you have a peaceful mother\'s day.
Hugging you from South Mississippi
Debbie
CorysMom
CorysMom

I love what Brandon\'s mom said...He still loves me and I am still the best mom he ever had. I will try to remember this as Mother\'s Day approaches. Hope this helps you, too, Sandi.
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I love picturing us walking hand in hand some day again. I love that you wrote that. Hugs, Julia
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May all your memories, be good ones, on Mothers Day..Peace. He is with you.
Gay