Sandi2947

Today He went to Counseling...a start.....Today He put the house in my name only...(which is probably a good ideal anyway as his adult children when he is not around tell me what they will do if...

Sure are a lot of things that go on in life...it is not enough to lose a child..the pain the depth of that, the knowing that we have to go through the rest of our lifespan, whatever, that time period...

I have been concerning starting a Support Group in my home town...We don't really have anywhere to go.....we have CF, but one meeting a month....the  time it starts is not really good...Lots of...

WHAT IF MY GREATEST DISAPPOINTMENTS OR THE ACHING OF THIS LIFE:  ISA  REVEALING OF A GREATER THIRST......THIS WORLD CAN'T SATISFY......AND WHAT IF TRIALS OF THIS LIFE, THE RAIN, THE STORMS, THE...

Thanks for reading my previous journey...As I read one response which her writingsof her journals are so inspiring to me...that her answer was to my journal...I hope Abby, you do not mind me to...

I wonder when one begins to lie in their life...do they realize the Trail of Lies that will become so tangled and confused that even as the Spider weaves their Web...the perfect outline when it is...

Long week...long weekend...long days...lots of fighting...lots of sitting in a hot car...trying to get to the Nascar Race at Kentucky SPeedway, that ended up taking over 4 to 5 hours trying to get...

A hopefully quick note on my day.....This morning I went to the doctor for my knee and hip pain...ran some test..tomorrow I go for an all day test...so later on that.....Than we went looking for some...

Sunday as usual, I was driving to church alone to practice with the music group...I really hate going alone as the minute i am out of the drivieway their it comes...my sad memories of Ken being...

Thanks for reading and responding on my last journal...I have always felt it was a piece of Heaven....but people especially then would have said it was just a dream....The beauty of the room that I...

In 1982, I had Kidney surgery....they say it is the most dangerous surgery you can have...I guess the blood pressure or whatever, but I had no choice...I had problems develop a couple of years before...

My mom was put in a nursing home in May 2010....She did bad at first, but when thenwith everything working with her medicines and food like she should have, she got better, felt better, was...

I have wondered why why have I been weepy more lately.....Well,  no wonder it is 18 months today since my baby went to Heaven....I can not imagine that I have not seen him, talked to him, held his...

Yesterday had gone good...then going to bed last night out out of the blue thereit was.............A/ MY Meltdown.....I can't not figure out how or when or why they happen out of the blue.....I was...

I was able to download Jessica's picture from before the surgery and after the surgery....she goes back the 28 for more treatment on the scar...but it looks great from what it did look like...The...