Sandi2947

Just a short entry to say that today is the day that God has given us to feel, to see, to hear, to understand, to seek, to find the beauty of God's Great Love.At time, I find it hard to do the above...

One day last year, my body, my soul, my heart, became DRAINED.  No matter what I do, sleep, extra sleep,  try to rest, nothing seems to take that DRAINED feeling a way from me. I know the very day...

We were driving to do our taxes yesterday, the sky was blue with white clouds big white clouds, the ones we can make them look like bears, dogs, or what ever we can make those big fluffy cloulds...

One day last week we went to see my hubby's heart doctor, just a check up from his open heart surgery last year.  I was doing fine.  We were sitting talking, I went to get some water, then the dr...

I never thought of it this way, but aren't we the most lucky mother's in the world to have been chosen to be the mother of our children.  Even though their life was taken too soon and our pain is so...

Kenny my wonderful son left us 5 days after Christmas in 2009.  So far now we have passed my birthday, and now Easter.  Even though Easter Sunday was full of things going on, church, playing the...

I want to thank all of you for your thoughts and  prayers for me, my brother, my family.  It has been the hardest, longest, years since Dec 07,2009 but actually longer than that, but those details...

Does it seem to others that when it rain's on you, it just pours and pours.  That the stress just gets higher and higher.  I feel that way.  I feel that if anything is going to go wrong it happens...

Why is this  the day we call Good Friday.  Wonder why they call it Good Friday.  I wrote Hood Friday first, wouldn't that be what we would call today, if a group of people attacked our child and...

Oh my sweet sweet son, how could it be 3 months already, since it just seemed like last night.  You have no idea what we have to go through and I am so glad you can't know.  I ask Jesus to tell you...

Good Morning Kenny, I miss you so much.  I was making coffee this morning and my mind went back to the conference center and you and I were talking and making our coffee.  Mom really gets sad.  I...

Thanks so much for taking time to read my journal.  I was talking about this to my husband the other day and that is how I understood the process.  It's not going to make it any easier but as all...

I have been thinking about how we deal with what we are going through no matter what it is.  Right now I am dealing with the death of my wonderful son Kenny and how he is missed but what I realized...

I really don't know what to say to the replies.  You see, it is I think accourdingly how far you are in your process with dealing with what your going through.  Now for losing my son, I haven't...

HI Friend,  well, it just keeps on coming.  I was shaking so bad I couldn't even type my name in.  I don't know how to handle anything anymore.  Mom's sick, she has to move in with me.  My...