Sandi2947

Hi everyone, Last week I wrote that I would be sad today because it was my birthday and I would not hear from Kenny so I didn't want to have a birthday just sleep it away.  But you told me I would...

Hi Friends and Family.  My weekend has been so very bad that I could not explain the details and why and what has happened, so today I will  not write a journal.  I will just deal with  my pain...

Hi everyone, you all say so many nice comments to my journal's.  Today I am very very sad , but that is not what I am going to write about.My thoughts today outside of what I am going through today...

Hi all, thanks for all the sweet remarks made to my journal yesterday.  I just read it too my husband and he said if you see it written down that is why it was a LONG YEAR!For ones that ask my puppy...

I like watching the show Criminal Minds.  We recorded it last night and watched it today.  It was a story line of children being taken and never found.  Out of the ones taken only 3 survived.  Of...

Good morning to all my friends on DS.  You have given me so much encouragement these past few weeks.  I am heading into my First's.  I hear those are some hard days.Friday is my husband's birthday...

Well friend, I will not be on line much if at all later, as we just realized it Wednesday and we are heading to Bible Study.  We used to go but had dropped out for about 2 years.  We just got a new...

Today even though it is not the 30th it is the 2 months since my Kenny went to Heaven.  Some have ask that I share more about my son to you.  First I have four sons.  Kenny was my first born when...

I think of my  heart as a pie that has been cut into four pieces.  Each of those four pieces are my children.  But in one of the pieces of my pie (heart) there has been a piece cut out. The rest...

Hi all,  Well this has been a step I guess.  I have not cried all day and night now for three days.  Oh I have cried and miss my son so much, but not all day.  Also, I am working on not reliving...

Today I started out getting to church early to practice the piano for our music group.  After practice I started talking to a old friend and was sharing with him my pain.  Then the tears.  The...

This has been a very bad day .  I have cried all day.  The loss of my son have overwhelmed me today.  I do not understand why God did not heal him.  I really believed he would be healed.  I miss...

Okay guys..I am not looking forward to this...and feel scared but always do before surgery...Surgery Date is set: Jan 19 at 7:30....have to be at the hospital at 5:30 a.m..yikes that's early...I hate...

Once again if you all remember I had trouble with my husband lying...this has gone on since the day we met...A few months ago when it happened for so many times I can not count, he again, as any...

Thanks for all who just let me vent....It is such a hard decision...but I have tried through the years...to feed my DIL ego...which seems what you have to do to keep her happy...I have written...