HappyNonie

So I realize that I do not want to go home. Going home means going back into that life that I escaped from last week. Back to supporting my daughter and her boyfriend and the baby with no help from...

If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put the foundations under them. ~Henry David Thoreau, Walden, 1854 This quote has been a favorite...

Hmmmm not sure what's up this morning; I'm feeling a bit down. I think I know that today for sure I am going home. I stayed at my boyfriend's again last night cause the weather was calling for...

Work asked me to do an early morning shift today so that means I get to work form home. And since I'm still not technically home I am working from my boyfriend's house. It was so nice to have him...

What a relief to be away... my boyfriend treats me like a queen and I so needed a weekend to just not worry about anything and be treated like I'm someone special. It's funny but when it comes to my...

I feel like I'm about ready to snap and that's scary... I don't like getting angry it scares me. I was angry for years and I'm so afraid I'll go down that road again. I just feel stretched so thin I...

"I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." Marilyn Monroe  Wouldn't it be great if...

So I finally went to see Dad today. I didnt' want to go alone so I went with my two sisters and my niece... at least that way there is always someone to talk to cause he's not saying much. It wasn't...

I've finally gotten to a frame of mind where I can think a bit positive, make plans and think about the future and what I want to do with my life. Strange maybe I'm 42 and thinking now what I want to...

today I can only call my mood 'dull' I'm not feeling much. Purging the house of junk last night helped get the angry, stressed energy out of me. Talked to bf but I have such a hard time to reach out...

     This day could not have gone from a happier beginning to a worse middle - well maybe it could have but it was pretty awful anyway.     I was woke this morning by a call from my boyfriend...

Yesterday was such a rotten day.... I cried 1/2 way to work (hour drive)and was just overwhelmingly sad. I was feeling horribly guilty and every song on my cd made me sadder or brought up another bad...

The teens are gone, sis has the baby, SO is not here this weekend so I'm all alone for the whole weekend.... what will I do. It's so frustrating; I want freedom, crave freedom and then when I get a...

The last couple of days have been a bit better. I needed time to adjust to SO not being around and only talking on the phone with him. Also the day that was the worst was the day I had to take dd,...

Ok so I've been really sad for a couple of days... really sad. My boyfriend left yesterday to go back home after we had been together for almost 3 weeks. He only lives an hour and a half away but I...