HappyNonie

So next week I leave with my boyfriend to go to the Dominican Republic for a week. We'll be staying at a resort but also visiting my daughter and her husband and my grandchildren while we are there....

Got my outline written for my business plan.studied a book about how to build a killer website. I already know 'how' but there were lots of great tips in this book and I made lots of notes and...

Wow, I don't know what came over me the last few days but I am some relieved that it has passed. This really bothers me to think I can be so depressed and hopeless and completely down on myself then...

I woke up this morning with the realization that I can't change most of the situations in my life that are causing me such anxiety and depression. I'm not sure how to handle this, but I feel so...

I'm so frustrated today and want to quit my job so bad. They announced today that we have to work overtime... 2 hrs per day and 3 hrs on a stat holiday (monday where I am) for the next week to get...

So my blood pressure has been ridiculous the last couple days. I've never had high blood pressure in my life until now. I went to the doctor last night but by the time I got there it was down......

Today has been a rollercoaster and its left me just not knowing how to feel or what to feel. It started off so stressful I was absolutley going crazy. 6:35 am my son texts (he knows my alarm is...

So I realize that I do not want to go home. Going home means going back into that life that I escaped from last week. Back to supporting my daughter and her boyfriend and the baby with no help from...

If you have built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put the foundations under them. ~Henry David Thoreau, Walden, 1854 This quote has been a favorite...

Hmmmm not sure what's up this morning; I'm feeling a bit down. I think I know that today for sure I am going home. I stayed at my boyfriend's again last night cause the weather was calling for...

Work asked me to do an early morning shift today so that means I get to work form home. And since I'm still not technically home I am working from my boyfriend's house. It was so nice to have him...

What a relief to be away... my boyfriend treats me like a queen and I so needed a weekend to just not worry about anything and be treated like I'm someone special. It's funny but when it comes to my...

I feel like I'm about ready to snap and that's scary... I don't like getting angry it scares me. I was angry for years and I'm so afraid I'll go down that road again. I just feel stretched so thin I...

"I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." Marilyn Monroe  Wouldn't it be great if...

So I finally went to see Dad today. I didnt' want to go alone so I went with my two sisters and my niece... at least that way there is always someone to talk to cause he's not saying much. It wasn't...