HappyNonie

I've finally gotten to a frame of mind where I can think a bit positive, make plans and think about the future and what I want to do with my life. Strange maybe I'm 42 and thinking now what I want to...

today I can only call my mood 'dull' I'm not feeling much. Purging the house of junk last night helped get the angry, stressed energy out of me. Talked to bf but I have such a hard time to reach out...

     This day could not have gone from a happier beginning to a worse middle - well maybe it could have but it was pretty awful anyway.     I was woke this morning by a call from my boyfriend...

Yesterday was such a rotten day.... I cried 1/2 way to work (hour drive)and was just overwhelmingly sad. I was feeling horribly guilty and every song on my cd made me sadder or brought up another bad...

The teens are gone, sis has the baby, SO is not here this weekend so I'm all alone for the whole weekend.... what will I do. It's so frustrating; I want freedom, crave freedom and then when I get a...

The last couple of days have been a bit better. I needed time to adjust to SO not being around and only talking on the phone with him. Also the day that was the worst was the day I had to take dd,...

Ok so I've been really sad for a couple of days... really sad. My boyfriend left yesterday to go back home after we had been together for almost 3 weeks. He only lives an hour and a half away but I...

Believe it or not I am REALLY REALLY  sick of complaining. I almost hate to post on the daily threads because it feels like all I ever do is complain. But every day it seems like there is something...

So I got to talk to my pain doc today on the phone regarding the nerve block and insurance pretty  much insisting I have to look into it. He is such a great doctor to talk to, just like chatting...

I got a call from my insurance lady last evening and she just really ticked me off. I know it is her job to try to get me back to work and off medical benefits but I seem to be always repeating...

cotton clouds drift across the periwinkle skylazy seagulls float and fluttercome play above the diamond wavesbeneath the flames of the white hot sunWhat cares have you?pick your dinner from the fresh...

This week is a test for me in dealing with the pain with little to no medication. I NEED the medication, I'm done fooling myself about that, but I'm down to 4 Tylenol #3s and I don't see my doctor...

So I went to the long awaited appointment with the orthopedic surgeon today... hmmm, didn't feel very productive. But then I wasn't expecting magic, its only an appointment. However I really felt...

I found this letter on another site I belong to. It says it so well -I even posted it as a note on my facebook page... all my family and friends are on there so if anyone didn't understand maybe this...

Well I'm not sure why but despite my back I am feeling quite good mentally this last couple days. I had a few days of empty nest syndrome where I was really down... working at home in an empty house...