I'm back

O.k. I'm back.  But I am going through so much right now.  I feel like I am in a whirlwind.  I am feeling so much right now.  All at the same time.  Confusion, pain, agony, doubt, you name it.  I feel the air getting sucked right out of me.  Oh I forgot about anger.  Why anger?  Well for years I was paranoid about gossip about me.  Of course there was none.  But years later there is.  I am so tired of people talking out of there butt's about stuff they know nothing about.  I feel so misunderstood and judged.  This hurts even more because it is fellow christians who are firing fiery darts at me.  Just venting write more later.  God Bless, Sean   P.s.  I did not forget about last lesson posted stay tuned for more.