I would rather be single than to settle for a man.

I would rather be single than settle for a man.  I had the best in Smokey.  I am not looking but have met a few men in my comings and goings.  There was not any that i would even contemplate going out on a date with that is for sure.  There was this one guy named Dave.  We have a mutual friend named Alla.  Alla tells me about Dave.  The one major thing that turned me off Dave was that he drinks and drives.  I don't need that in my life that is for sure.  He loves his booze too much like in excess. It's a shame as he is a good looking 47 year old man.  I am not in a hurry.  I am still tyring to get my own life in order and that has not been easy for me.  The lawyer is taking time with the Letters of Administration.  I am having no luck with a job and  need to take an Excel course.  If you want to be a receptionist, you need Excel.  It is just my luck.  I need a steady income but have to fork out money for a course.  I hope it will be worth it in the end.  The fall courses don't come out until Aug. 23rd so I have to wait.  Life sucks but each day I wake up, breathe and am alive.  For what purpose, I have no idea.  I wish I knew.  It all seems hopeless, useless and futile at the moment.  I hope things get better for me and everyone else on this website. 
It is just my thoughts and opinions from Diane Baillie