Life with loss

I love my life.  It does not mean that I do not miss Smokey, my late-husband, because I do each and every day.  I am learning to live with my loss.  He was the love of my life and my soul mate.  I will never find another like him and do not expect to either.  He did not share my faith.  Without my faith in God, family and friends, I would have not made it this far, which I am eternally grateful.  I would like to find a christian man similar to my late-husband.  I am not holding my breath that this will happen to me at this stage of my life. I am 61 years of age and am a christian woman.