Emotionally conflicted

Our strata property is looking into developers to buy our two apartment buildings.  To check it out we have 80% vote to do it.  20% want to renovate and it could cost $13 million over the next few years as this is an older building built in 1975 or 1976 sometime.  My late husband lived here for 17 years.  I have lived here 17 years.  If my late husband was alive he would haved owned this place for 24 years.  It is a long time to live in one place and we have so much memories here.  It is an emotional issue for me if in the future we get 100% vote to sell.  It is  why I am emotionally conflicted.  I am emotionally connected to the apartment but on the other hand it is exciting to think I could move to somewhere new.  Change can be hard and good all at the same time.  If the vote this year or next is yes, then the estate of my late husband will finally be over and the elephant will be off my shoulders once and for all.  He died without a will and I am the administrator of the estate much like and executor of an estate.  His two daughters do get a share in it even if they were estranged.