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• Eating Disorders
  

  Suggestions?

  Posted by: i_made_it

  Last Reply: Prycejosh1987 10/30/2020

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  So about a year ago, I started making myself throw up after meals. It got to the point that I was only allowing myself to have 300-700 calories a day while still throwing up. I got to the point where I couldn't eat anything because it would instantly make me sick... I went to a gastro and they preformed an Endoscopy on me and found 4 ulcers and a hernia... I still can't eat anything without feeling like I need to throw it up. Does anyone In recovery have any suggestions? 

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 10/04/2020

  i_made_it joined the group Eating Disorders.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/19/2019

  i_made_it became friends with herronla.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/13/2019

  i_made_it became friends with Omgboy.

• Depression
  

  Lost

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  Last Reply: sunandbutterflies 03/18/2019

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  My brother committed suicide in May of 2108. I'm still living with my parents (19) and I've been staying at friend's houses for a good two or three weeks. I still come home every day but I go back out every night. The reason why is because my house is too painful to be in. My brother use to sleep the room I sleep in, we have thousands of memories in every inch of this house. I can't stand to be alone here at night without wanting to have a mental break down. Some night is better than others...

• Agoraphobia & Social Anxiety
  

  The monster

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  Last Reply: angelscrydragon 06/18/2019

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  Every time I am in a public place alone I feel like literally crying. I hate making eye contact with people, I hate the idea that people can see me... The thought of going out into the world without a friend or family with me makes me panic. I've been like this for 6 years almost. When I tell people what's going on with me in public a lot of them don't take it seriously. Going out in public is like going to the dentist for me. I try to avoid it until I literally can't anymore. Any suggestions...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 04/06/2017

  i_made_it became friends with Saha.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 09/02/2017

  i_made_it became friends with sjs777.

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/09/2019

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• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 09/04/2018

  i_made_it commented on the discussion Best Way to Go?.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  Medication help?

  Posted by: i_made_it

  Last Reply: fireflywings 09/08/2017

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  I have been on Seroquel for awhile now, and my doctor recently upped my dosage about a month and a half ago, my depression swings seem to be worse when they happen like before medication, and my irritation seems to be higher than normal and I am coming off more aggressive again.. I have bipolar 2 by the way. any suggestions?

• Depression
  

  Discussion Comment

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  Posted: 07/13/2017

  i_made_it commented on the discussion my angel of a dog.

• Bipolar Disorder
  

  how

  Posted by: i_made_it

  Last Reply: Sunshinegirl0228 04/18/2017

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  I really hate when i cant explain what im feeling or what my emotions are when i get in my swings.. its like trying to hug someone when you are in a straight jacket. I struggled for two years having hard and heavy out of the bule mental break downs that would last weeks on end, exosting thoughts and cries for help that i could never get out, words that wouldn't form correctly in my head, thoughts that i couldnt explain, feelings that i couldn't put into words, and just overall emotions that...

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  New Friend

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  Posted: 03/08/2017

  i_made_it became friends with Kathy1234.

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  Joined New Group

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  Posted: 03/08/2017

  i_made_it joined the group Relationship ER.