fluterify

I want to disapear, I feel useless and so unloved. I know I should be happy even extatic to be done high school but instead I feel like a failure. Like it doesn't matter how much I do I will never be...

A really good friend of mine has been loosing weight and has recently posted her progress on Facebook and I am so tempted to ask her how she's doing it but at the same time I know it is mostly the...

I just want to give up so badly but I know I can't. I want to alter this ain from emotional to physical but it's summer hear making it difficult to hide. Ughh! :'(

I feel so fat. :'( I don't think I'll eat tomorrow. Might purge tonight too. For some reasone this is making me want to cut too.

What's the point in living?

In shock from the very sudden death of my beloved Nana but I have to and am being the backbone of my family at this time.

How do you tell a loved one they are being very emotionally abusive when they have just blamed you of the same thing? :'(

                 The way I feel                 I don't have to                 Not alone at                  least I haveFriends and...

If I can be treated like that why can't I treat myself the same way? :'(

I'm not eating, drinking, sleeping, caring or interested. But it does not matter does it? I want help but I'm too scared to ask.

Why do I make emotional pain physical? It's not like almost knocking yourself out is any easier to deal with than the emotional pain. Each time I fall into the past I end up hurting myself more.

Beneath this smileAre much darker thoughtsThings very few will evey seeBut if I tell youPlease don't judge meFor I hide behind my smileSo I don't hurt youBut I warn youThe more you knowThe less I'll...

I'm dealing with flashbacks of being bullied for 10 years. This is causing a great deal of pain and issues to take a strong hold. 

Past hurtsCome back to haunt usThe more we fightThe stronger they getMore we try to forgetThe more invacive they becomeBut through all this I forgivePast deeds undone.

You fill me upSo I can pour out to othersYou strengthen meSo I can step forwardAnd move onI shall give a real smile to othersThank- you!