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This is going to be a good day. :)

Having a hard time. Not wanting to live any more.

Not again. :'(

I take strength from the day. I have made it another one. I am ment to be here.

I'm feeling very alone today. And scared. :'(

I made promises to God today that I will make my life better meaning I have to live it. :)

I feel like I don't deserve to live.

Drinking bleach is probably not a good thing. Nor is wanting to drink poisons.

I don't know what to do any more. I've had enough. I feel traped. :'(

My time is doneI've come to an endMy last goodEternal life ForeverThere in heavenYet not on earthAfraid to goBut in way too much Pain to stayThe way outI know not yetThat shall comeI am sorry.

Time is tickingA ticking bombThat hurts no oneBut takes its self outLike a candleBright and beautifulTo dark and deadSome tick fasterOthers slowesBut in the end we all go outSo why rush it?

I don't know what to do anymore. I am in so much so much emotional pain. I just, I, I don't know I could... Never mind. I couldn't do that to people.

Peolpe want me to be fine so that is what I shall be.

You can batter and beat meThat's your choiceYou can yell and screamCruse and cuss That's your choicePull and tugMe down this dark pathIt's still your choiceBut don't Don't make me believe what you...