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I'm not eating again. The thought of food makes me feel sick. I don't like this but I don't know what else to do. :'(

I want to be happy. I want to move on to keep going. I don't know if I can but I want to be able to. I will be happy some day.

I'm not doing so well. I want to be ok but i'm not. I have written a note and set a date. I'm sorry.

I don't want to feel this way, in this pain. I feel out of control so I am trying to control my eating, this has been hard this weekend so I feel the urge to do another unhealthy habit that I just...

I'm just barely holding on and things are only getting worse. But I will fight this and beat it.

I'm not eating, I know it's not good and I know it won't help with anything but I don't know what else to do. And when I do eat because I can't hide not eating I get mad at my self. Ugh, this doesn't...

It's been about a month since I've had to deal with suicidal thaughts, this was such a nice break. I actually had many times of feeling happy. And I am finally able to reach out in the hope of...

Has anyone else ever had a friend come to you needing help with an issue you also suffer with and had a flare up with your issue so you feel unable to help them?

No one deserves to feel or be treated this way, ever. So then why do I tell myself I deserve it. I know I don't and yet I repeat this phrase constantly. Why is it the logical paart of my brain knows...

I'm not doing too badly lately. Not bad at all except for wanting one thing. And the fact that I want it in the first place scares me. Why would anyone want it? :'(

The tears well up insideAs I cringe in fearYou are only a few inches tallerBut much biggerAnd I dought you knowKnow the fear you causeBut it hurtsIt hurts so muchI'd rather you get rid of the...

I never realized what damage bullying can do. Sure I knew it hurt at the moment but I did not know I would still feel the pain years later. And have destroyed my self esteem. I feel so worthless.

To lean or rely on others to get me through the really tough times?

Right now nursing is my moon and a fun college program is my stars. What's yours?And feel free to add anyother positive words as well.

Anger and disapointment are a trigger for self harm or disordered eating.