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I can't remember ever being abused but I feel as though i am being abused right now even though I know no one else is here. :'(

Praying I die.

Could use some help.

May the world loose this person tonight?

I no longer deserve to live. Could this really be good bye?

Woke up many times in the night with suicidal thoughts, not doing well today well not right now at least.

No longer do I want to live. :'(

Tonight!

Suicide.

I was less than 5 when it happened but I rember the feeling to this day. I'm so dirty. :'(

I became frantic to day look for where my mom hid the pills. I never did find them so I ended up purging instead. Thing is I enjoyed the feeling of hurting myself. It's almost as if it's become an...

Is it not better to have an eating disorder than to be over weight?

Weigh daily                                      Weight drop of at least 78 poundsEat...

Satan just ake me away. God please let me go, I'm worthless.

I took ballet for 13 years and loved every minuet! But now that I have far from a ballet body I have an evil ballerina inside who would love to see me be a mere 63 pounds. Do I let her?