Zanta
Status: Feeling down.
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- I don't feel like harming myself and I am safe. I just feel like quitting my job. Getting depressed all over again. I want to just be in my own little world and sleep.
- I never would have guess I would want to die again. I guess I really don't want to die. I just can handle the pain. I love too hard. I care too much. I'm an all around mess. I'm a loner who does not like to be alone. I'm convinced something is wrong...
- I'm feeling really tired. Working this job and working is taking a toll on me. I have no help. I just want to quit my job, so I can be home with my boys more. I have no desire to work. I can just live of welfare. At least I will see my boys...
- I am newly divorced. Why am I unhappy? I got what I wanted. I feel like I should give up. I cannot deal with all this stress. It is too much for me.
- People are always saying, "You can't help anyone who does not want to be helped." Some of these people do want help and need a extra push to get there. I know sometimes I am this person. My depression will sink me and I need an extra push to help...
- I am just tired of my estranged husband. You all do not know how deep my hate is for him. If he was on fire, I will not piss on him. If foul language is something you do not like, please do not continue reading. The shit he puts me through. I just...
- I have notice something. Seems like when I post something positive on a social network sites I get no likes or responses. When I post something negative I get many likes and responses. Why is it that negativity draws people in? We as people need...
- I use to force myself to have sex with my husband because he would threaten to leave me or go buy some sex. When I stopped forcing myself, he started forcing me. I believe that this has triggered my flash backs. How do you erase painful memories of...
- So, I had this woman I was talking to and working on a relationship. We knew each other since 2007, but we stopped talking because I met my husband. Fast forward to 2013. We meet back up again. We were talking about a relationship, but we were...
- I am constantly on edge. I shake. I feel like every situation has me in fight or flight. Is this my anxiety speaking?
- I feel like my world is going to end right now. I gave my kids to my mom and I don't know where my estrange husband is. I feel like I am going to die. I can't take it. My meds are not working. I have no one to talk to but you all. I need a real hug...
- I have only shared this story with two people. Thanks for reading it.When I was younger, around 7 or 8 I was molested by my brother a few times. He would make me do oral sex to him. I do not remember if I was scared or not. When I was around 16 this...
- My husband has schizophrenia. I wont go into detail about how severe, Anyway I am writing because he believes that a demon or evil person is the reason for his suffering with voices, bad luck, ect. He believes someone put a curse on him. His exact...
- Hello everyoneI just wanted to let everyone know that I am tired. I am tired of fighting. All my life I had to fight. I am so tired. I am tired of everyone. I am tired of trying to better my life. I cannot do anything. I believe I am going crazy. I...
- I am considering giving up my kids temporary because I can no longer care for them 100%. Yes, my husband does live here with me, but he doesn't really help me. The only thing he fucking cares about is playing his 360, and forcing me to have sex with...