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Zanta
Zanta
I am considering giving up my kids temporary because I can no longer care for them 100%. Yes, my husband does live here with me, but he doesn't really help me. The only thing he fucking cares about is playing his 360, and forcing me to have sex with him. I am going to leave everything for a couple weeks soon. I know I need help and I should get some because feeling this sad is not normal. I am tired of being forced to have sex! I deserve better. I have been saying up money for when I leave. I don't know how much I will need because I don't know if I will go to the hospital or go some place else. Like run away. I'm 27 and talking about running away. People say why I just don't leave him. I am going to leave. I already have my divorce papers. I have my emergency bag ready to go as well.

I was sexual abused when I was younger, and I never received help for it. Probably because I never told anyone. He brings these memories back and I can not deal with it. I never thought a woman can be raped by her own husband, but I experienced it so I know now.
deleted_user
deleted_user
There are some groups here that might specialize in some of the particular experiences youve suffered, plus staying with us at Depression. Many of us belong to several groups. Im sorry i have no good advice, just that suggestion. I am sad for your situation right now.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Does your community have a domestic violence shelter? Many shelters allow children as well as the abused spouse, probably because if one is being abused, the other risks abuse as well. I hope you are able to get into therapy soon. You deserve so much better than what you are getting.

Annie
ScaredandScarred
ScaredandScarred
Yes a woman can be raped by her husband
And I am sorry that you're going through this.
A woman's shelter may be a good place to look into
Also please consider going to the ER if you need immediate support

Also I would consider looking into some therapy for yourself as it may help you to process the past that you have survived

Here if you need someone to talk to
xx
solitudeisnear
solitudeisnear
I hope you find a safe place to go and it would be nice if you could takeyour kids so you know their safe too! I am sorry that you are going through such a difficult time with big decisions to make
serenityspeaks
serenityspeaks
oh dear my heart truly aches for you:( I am so sorry your feeling this is the best way to go and I hope you can seek help and leave this situation.....How old are your kids? I agree you need help is there anyone whom can help care for them?? I am a mom that did leave one night with suicidal thoughts and vaguely recall the events I can relate to your feelings!
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