depressiontini

It's cold and grey here today both in my mind and outside. It was hard to go for a walk today, but I did it and have to admit I don't feel as bad as I did before I left. It helps to get out of your...

I am lucky to have a fiance with health insurance that covers my meds and part of therapy. It doesn't however cover the majority of my pdoc bills. I don't generally ask for help, but over the last...

I am glad yesterday is over. Yesterday I felt so awful and though I don't feel great today, there's something just a little bit better than yesterday. Thank goodness. I'll take what I can get. I just...

My fiance came home and took me for my daily walk. I have started to look forward to these walks, but was feeling so bad today I didn't want to go. I went anyway, but it was really hard. I'm glad I...

I just feel like crying. I noticed in the discussion area that there are a bunch of us having a bad day. Reading a note from someone that they hope we have a better day tomorrow just choked me up. I...

I didn't feel so bad going to sleep last night, but really didn't want to wake up today. As it is, I sleep late, but when I woke up, I just fought the urge to get out of bed and stayed in bed for an...

Generally around this time of night, I've been feeling anxious at the thought that nighttime is here, and my fiance will be going to sleep and leaving me for work again in the morning. I used to be...

I fought the alarm for a little while today before heading off to therapy. I managed to go to the post office and the bank afterward! Huge accomplishment considering I've been trying to get myself...

I really had everything set so that I would make it out of the house on my own earlier, but then it got later and I kept dawdling...finally, I didn't make it out on my own.I am going to try not to...

I'm somewhere between ok and not ok. I'm going to try and be positive and say I'm feeling ok today. At least I got out of bed. That's something, right? Actually, that seems to be the biggest...

I took the Nuvigil and while initially a bit nauseated from it, food helped. I think it does help me feel better and definitely has been keeping me out of bed. Somehow, some small things don't seem...

Every Tuesday at noon there is an alarm that goes off in the neighborhood as a test. It woke me up. Sort of. Then I stayed in bed for another 38 minutes before deciding to get up and take my meds and...

It has been a long time since I was on here. I guess the meds had me feeling functional enough that I didn't feel compelled to write or visit the site. And there's something depressing about reading...

Things (as in my mood) were getting quite a lot better for a while.  Going back to work was anxiety-ridden but my fiance came with me on my first business trip back....and with his support and the...

So I'm still sick.  Despite the Zicam and the Airborne and all of the other medications.  My head hurts, my eyes water and I keep coughing.  I think I'm losing my voice too. And work has asked me...