KandL

As you my dear sisters & friends here at FMO & DS know tomorrow is Eddie's 1st Angel date. I wanted to share some things I feel Eddie has taught me over the past year & also some gifts he has given...

I have been very peaceful as I plan a celebration of Eddie's life. Last night, however, was a different story. I spoke to my ex-husband, Eddie's Dad & he is grieving, (of course) & racked with guilt...

As I approach Eddie's Angel Date I am in amazement that I have lived without him for almost 1 year now. Those 1st few days,weeks I thought I would die & sort of wanted to. I was a young when he was...

My grandson Joshua thought he had lost his last text messages from Eddie from his cell phone. Well the good news is that he found them! These were the last communications Joshua had with his Dad....

Today has been a good day. I'm dog sitting for my friend Elly while she is on her honeymoon, I've walked her a lot & its hard to be sad with her around. The dog & my cats are getting along & Annie,...

I'm not one to journal too often, I mean to, but somehow never get started. I do read every journal entry from my friends & try to reach out to new moms. I love looking at the photos of everyone's...

I have been put in this situation a few times since Eddie passed on 9/4/09. I have been with relatives, coworkers or female friends who chat happily about all their upcoming plans regarding their...

Today I woke up crying again. I haven't done that for awhile, but on occasion I still do. I drove Eddie to work the day before he passed & I said you better go, you have three minutes (three minutes...

Well we're away on vacation to Chicago & Minnesota. Minnesota is a beautiful, green tranquil place to me. I wish i could enjoy it more. Ken, (fiance) is being irritable complaining about everything...

Just wanted to let people know that 8 months to the day that Eddie had an autopsy the M.E.'s office called us & said he died from cardiac arrest from a small blood vessel bursting & stopping the flow...

Dear Sisters,I just want to wish you peace & an abundance of love for mother's day & every day. You are all a gift that my son Eddie has given me. I love you,Sincerely, Linda

Well my first Mother's Day without my son Eddie being physically here is approaching.How ones life can change in an instant. Eddie died suddenly & I know some folks have the added pain of watching a...

I am very anxious about my 1st  Mother's day without my son Eddie. My mother who is 88 so I forgive her said, "What are we doing for mother's day?" I explained that this is the 1st Mother's Day...

I have been rather weepy for a week or so. Back in the good old days, the days before my world fell off its axis I guess I really didn't know what weeping was. When Eddie died I realized what it...

So I've been pretty down lately. Many, many waves of grief. I am blessed in so many ways. I have my grandchildren, my significant other & my faith. But I miss my son Eddie every waking minute.  I...