I have been rather weepy for a week or so. Back in the good old days, the days before my world fell off its axis I guess I really didn't know what weeping was. When Eddie died I realized what it means to weep. I have cried many tears in my life, but on 9/4/09 when I got the news Eddie had gone to Heaven I wept.
It is 6 months today that my son went home to be with the Lord. It is hard, so very hard. My grandchildren & I have been feeling the intensity of the pain this week. The pain of missing him does hit in waves anyway, but it is still so hard to believe that I haven't seen, (physically) or touched Eddie or heard his voice for 6 months. I have received signs & am grateful for them. I do trust the Lord's promises that my son is enjoying eternal life & that I will one day be reunited with Eddie.