KandL

I don't know how to do this anymore. I don't know how to make some semblance of a life anymore. I feel like my mind and heart have been shattered into a millions little pieces. I have been crying for...

Hi everyone, Today I am grateful to be in work. Maybe it is because I had such a rough weekend, lol, seeing my "mother" and all.Seriously though, I am grateful to have a job in the field I love and...

Yesterday I had to take my "mother" (those of you have known me for a while know my"mother" is difficult at best) out to do shopping & other errands. I see her as little as possible since her cruelty...

Hi everyone,Chelsea, missyoualways, has had her precious baby early. He was due in late October, but like his namesake, my Ed, he has a mind of his own.Edward James was born at 7:12 am their time and...

Hi everyone,I have happy news. Chelsea -missyoualways here on DS and I have become quite close. As most of you know Chelsea is expecting a baby boy in October and she is giving my son Ed such an...

Amy Winehouse, the singer, passed away yesterday at 27. Too young, such a shame and already the cruel jokes. I read on FB "well I guess somebody should have gone to rehab", in a reference to one of...

Hi everyone,I have lots to be grateful for today. First, my grandson Joshua and his girlfriend of several years, Chelsea, are expecting a baby. Chelsea had some cramps, bleeding etc in the first few...

Hi everyone, Thanks to all for your validation and kind words on my last journal entry. While I wish my ex husband, (Ed's father) the best and of course, his other children (Ed's half siblings) all...

Hi everyone, I haven't been on much lately. I have begun to write but feel I have nothing to say. Then I have so many emotions that I feel I have so much to write that it is overwhelming if that...

Hi everyone,Today would have been Kelsey's (fairylove95) 16th birthday had she survived. please keep her cousin Chelsea, (MissYouAlways), her aunt Suz (suzt63) and her aunt Gail(gail67) as well as...

Hi everyone,I have a lot of sad dreams almost every night but last night I had a good one. I dreamt that Eddie & I were at a lake and we were swimming and a large turtle came out of the water right...

Hi everyone, I had a few signs/winks from Ed while on the retreat. First on the trip there while up in the plane I was looking at clouds and as my thoughts of Heaven being somewhere "up there" I was...

My green smiley for today is all about the retreat. If all I did was get to meet and hug all my sisters of the heart it would have been worth it but it was so much more.The weekend started & ended...

Ken & I are off to the retreat in NC tomorrow at 4am. I am looking forward to meeting all my sisters of the heart and I also will keep those that are not attending in my heart and I will whisper your...

I went over to my DIL's tonight to talk to my granddaughter about her feelings about my bond with Kelsey and Donna. I said to Christina that "Grandpops told me that it bothers you when I refer to...