KandL

 Its Monday - so I am taking the lead of others here so I am choosing to be happy as best as I can.Love & peace to all!

So my mother is at it again. In my last entry I was talking about my mother & her demanding nature & how she has said cruel things to me since Eddie's passing. My mother never cared about how her...

 I'm going for the green smiley Monday just because. Things were better this weekend with the grandchildren. They & their mom were arguing a lot this past week, but seemed to have settled down. We...

Hello my dear sisters, I just wanted to let you know that Joshua & Christina came over for Sunday dinner with their mom. That's what we do every Sunday. Joshua was in a better mood & while he doesn't...

So I was doing pretty well after my last entry. Then here comes the let down. It started with my grandson being angry with me because his sister decided to meet Eddie's father. He feels that Eddie...

I just wanted to share that my granddaughter Christina met my ex-husband, Eddie's father last night. I've written before about how before my son passed his father had tried to make amends to Eddie...

Hi everyone, so I'm writing on my Blackberry since that is my only home computer. This is my green smiley entry cuz I can't seem to actually change my status to a real green smiley face. Anyway, we...

This is probably the hardest time of the day. Late evening. Ken goes to bed early & I read or watch TV or read journals on FMO. The tears begin. The first thing when I wake up I remember. I remember...

Eddie's birthday was peaceful & for that I am grateful. He has taught me so much over the past year.Some things he has taught me are:That your child can truly be your soul mate. He & I understood...

I just want to take a moment & thank all of you wonderful moms here at FMO for your kind wishes for peace & sweet memories on Eddie's birthday. I showed my grandchildren your responses to my journal...

Dear Eddie, I hope you receive this birthday letter in Heaven. I just hope you know how much I loved you while you dwelt here & how much I love you now & forever. I miss you more than words can...

Eddie's birthday is Wednesday. So you know me - I have a plan. Joshua, Christina & their mom are coming over for dinner. I am making Eddie's favorite cake. Spice cake with buttercream frosting. I...

Well we have made it through a milestone. Eddie's first Angel date. Many people came to the church for his memorial service on Sunday & then after to my house for brunch. Family, friends, his...

I just wanted to share that when me, Ken, Joshua, Christina & Elaine went to the cemetery today to visit Eddie as we were about to leave we heard an almost deafening sound. We looked up & saw the...

I am going to continue talking about things Eddie has taught me & gifts he has given me over the last year - my first year without him physically here. Some of the things he has taught me are: ...