KandL

Today is New Year's Eve as we all know. I have been back to crying almost non-stop, even here at work I go into the ladies room & cry. My grandchildren & I missed Eddie so much. Its so painful. I...

Just wanted to wish all of you peace and love. I know our beloved sons & daughters aren't far away, but it is still so difficult without them. I am thinking of & praying for all of you. God bless. :)

Just wanted to jot down some feelings. It is hard to express what I feel on a daily basis. I have such a range now. One of the things I can't shake although I'm working on it in therapy it the guilt...

So now I'm at work. Unable to concentrate, but lots to do. Things are the same everyday lately. The crying has subsided for many hours at work. I just feel empty. I still feel like crying often, but...

Well, we got through the 1st big holiday. It was reasonably OK & safe. We visited the cemetary in the morning & ate lemon chicken & watched a movie at my grandchildrens' house. It was sad & we...

Hi friends, I just wanted to wish all of you a reasonable holiday. I can't right now see a Happy Thanksgiving, so I am just wishing for a peaceful day. I wish the same for all of you. Have a...

So yesterday I went to the doctor to get antidepressants. I am looking forwrd to starting them. The odd things I now look forwrd to. I don't feel I have much else right now. I am at work and a...

So what is up with people? They ask you how you are doing then they tell you that you should "be happy he is in Heaven" or "be grateful you had him 37 years" and "you are not making much progress"....

I feel very angry that I got robbed of the rest of my life with my only child. My grandchildren got robbed of their dad at age 17, Christina & age 20, Joshua. He was only 37 & we had such a close,...

Hi everyone,Chelsea, (missyoualways) is doing well. Chelsea's friend emailed me and said she did have to have a hysterectomy but that the outcome is good. I will update all of you as I get more...

Just a quick update on Chelsea, (missyoualways). Her friend Loraine emailed me & said she is still in surgery (its been a long time) so Loraine is assuming they are doing a hysterectomy too. Thanks...

A quick update on Ken. He still doesn't have a definitive diagnosis but I got him in to see a neurologist next week - one that is highly recommended. Sigh...Chelsea in England, (missyoualways) is...

I don't know why I am surprised but I spent this past evening with my "mother", brother & sister in law, nephew & his girlfriend. I ave been awake now crying since 2am. It was my "mother's" 90th...

Hi everyone,We had snow Thursday here in the Northeast & again last night. The snow was heavy, wet & we had some freezing rain too. The weight of the autumn leaves that were all still on the trees...

Hi everyone,Ken's results from the biopsy of the Temporal Artery that was done on Wednesday were supposed to be in yesterday but as usual, this crappy medical system int his country strikes again....